Monday, August 29, 2016

Dear Diary #9

Dear Diary,

Just a few days ago, a hurtful incident happened.

The kitten that we found after Raya holiday and failed to get adopted hence we are taking care of it, even gave a name, passed away. Due to shock from being surrounded by the stray dogs.

The loss hurt us.

Especially me. 

Because it was me who found it surrounded by the dogs.

And it was also me that let it die.

Because my actions were slow, it didn't get the emergency attention it needed.

It hurt. So did his words.

Until now, as long as my thoughts aren't kept busy, I remembered the exact words he said.

Dear Diary, it hurts so much.

To the point that I did what I thought I had to do.

And that action instead hurt our relationship.

I don't know. It was like a series of unfortunate events.

We managed to solve our quarrel that day.

Dear Diary, why can't we have amnesia pills?

There's just so much I want to forget, forever.

On a side note, I have come to terms with my hatred of other girls. Instead of myself being dumb focusing on bitches, I'll focus on myself, get that bikini body, smile and laugh more and enjoy my life. So that whatever shits that happen after this, I can just laugh it off because I have my own life to live.

Carpe diem!

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