the Gap I didn't want

2:43 PM

At the moment, I'm enjoying the art of using Adobe Photoshop to make drawings... My FB profile pictures are going to be full of those creations... Heck, this post isn't about that... But it does make quite a reverse interested beginning... As usual, rambles galore.. Because my mind is in a jumble.. so much that the mind inflicts pain on the heart... Ah... Just swallow yourself in Finals preparation, okay...

Anyway, I'm puzzled with myself. I dislike but still care and that. Is. Damn. Annoying. =.="

I think I'm not as good in observation. I don't observe well, I can't be witty, I do blurt out things but those are rare occasions. Whenever I do anything spontaneous... It makes the heart beat wildly... So much that I can't think what the effects would be.. And those effects might not be good... For might just make the distance grow wider.... which makes me sadder...

Ah... There's a time when I just wish some things weren't like this, like that... Then there's time that that's the way they should be.. I can't control the effects... But deep down, I had hoped for a happy effect... Looks like I'm disappointed anyway for hoping... Not only is there no happy effect, the gap... just grew wider...

When will the gap disappear and we could smile and laugh like before it all started?

I wish.


Being happy ain't easy as it seems

10:37 AM

Hi, should I say it's a week since my latest entry. And here I am now, in my Faculty, actually supposed to be doing my part of the group assignment but kinda getting sidetracked with the WiFi being great. XD

Ahaaaa... =.="

Well anyway, this week, so far is among the best, exciting week. Why? Well, I analyzed the reasons why too and found some facts that make me smile.

Weird me keep finding things in everyday life that is supposed to be usual but hey, don't take those things for granted okay.

Example is today.

While walking, I spotted TWO woodpeckers. Lucky or not, you don't usually spot any in a city, KL that is. Here mostly spot CROWS. =.=

PS: Spotted while walking in my Uni, so technically you can only spot it in not so crow-ded (intentionally to have double meaning) areas...

So......... during that time, was listening to a radio station too. Heard a joke and just smiled to myself. Sure the cars and motorcycles passing by wondering why this lady smiling to herself. :P

The easy going happiness ENDS there.

Shite shouldn't bring laptop, being online can make me upset. Shite shite.

Argh..... Okay, drama should end but when I'm bored, not much work, lazy to start revision also, my mind wanders off. Should have an anchor for my mind.. =.="

Hopefully, this Saturday can take my mind off this VIRUS. Yea, labeling IT as a virus helps in not thinking about it... I wish. -.-"

Shite, I hate your profile picture showing off. END

ps: Revenge + Scheming mode: ON


Sports and I

11:26 AM

They say, if you're stressed out, play some sports.

Well, that's what guys say. xD

For us, ladies, it's mostly shopping. Don't judge though; not all are into retail therapy. Plus, not all have shitloads of money from the sky.

And rarely, will guys find or accidentally find a lady who plays sports just to release stress. Yea....
But if you do know some, great for you. Got yourself a team member, right? ;)

I am doing a ramble here, again. In case, you haven't notice it yet... Oh, and ramble means no main points, just several points, all messed, mixed up with neither head nor tail. Read but don't linger in your head.

Anyway, just a short story from myself to myself. :)

Last Monday, went to my favourite place in my University. My friends and coursemates know where. Every Monday evening, I would be there.

But last Monday was different. :D And GREAT!

Because at last, finally, I asked for a basketball!!!
Yea, yea, no big point for you.

I haven't play, or even touch a basketball since when, I can't remember...

So, the feeling was great, awesome, amazing!!

I just played scoring only though. The other player was a guy, so, ahem, boundaries issue and also because we're technically strangers. Hahaha. Oh, the basketball actually belong to his friend, who came later.

2 friendly guys and a basketball... Great Monday! xD

And yesterday, well, unfortunately, can't give much details. But it's fun. :) Meeting new friends...mostly guys, which I kinda cuci mata.. Hey, I'm honest, okay. xP

Last note: I dislike guys who love to generalize about how a lady should be.

Mind your own business lah. -___-"

ps- directed to a 'friend' who posts updates like that. Really, you're no Mr Perfect yourself.

Cik Muda

Cik Muda & Bebelan April '12

10:54 AM

Aloha! (Sekarang menggedik versi Hawai.....sekejap saja di permulaan, nanti readers bengang kalau gedik lebih... :P )

April dah labuh tirai, sekarang bulan Mei!!!! xD Gembira tak, sebab dah nak tengah tahun??

Ok, mungkin Cik Muda saja yang gembira, tak apa. Cuma, Cik Muda gembira pun tak ada laa sebab tinggal beberapa bulan lagi habis tahun.

Ah, berbelit ayat atas. Cik Muda gembira sebab nak habis semester 2 belajar ni. Tak lama lagi, akhir bulan Mei, habis kuliah. Bulan Jun ialah bulan FINALS. Haaaa, Cik Muda gembira bulan Mei saja lah, bulan Jun dah naik balik tekanan. @.@

Berbalik kepada bulan April, apakah kejadian-kejadian dalam bulan tersebut??

Mm, selain daripada yang censor, yang lain biasa lah. Hal eseimen yang bertimbun. Dah nak dekat tarikh hantar pun Cik Muda tak pening sangat. Ada pening tapi bukan tahap makan tak kenyang, tidur tak, salah contoh...iye ke??

............ Baru beberapa hari Mei, Cik Muda dah lupa apa jadi dalam bulan April.... =.="

Tak ingat....huhuhuhuhu...

Argh, biar lah. Mungkin sebab jumpa 2,3 kawan baru dalam seminggu ini buat Cik Muda hilang ingatan apa yang lepas... :D

Anyway, since I don't remember any good incidents, there must have been no bad incidents either.

That seems great, doesn't it?

(Meaning I don't feel the same sadness as previously... which is good for my mental health... )

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