11:00 AM

Heck, yea, 2011 has nearly reached its end and soon will be welcoming 2012!

Was contemplating whether to do my usual style or Cik Muda's style but guess since I wanna avoid being overly emotional, usual style is best. xD

Sooooo...... how has 2011 been for me??

1st of, wasn't sure how should I categorize, monthly, happenings eg. sad, happy, excited, or just some messed up paragraphs with bits here and there sticking out?

Well, usually, it'll be the latter, always my type of 'writing' anyway.

However, I'm going to try AS MUCH AS possible to avoid that mixed, messed, put together whatever crap into ONE post... which means I 'say' everything in one post. haha =.=

1st year, not mistaken still in 2nd semester. Next, holiday for 4 months!!! Can I say that I don't remember much, like yea, I don't since I've conveniently forgotten to use a Diary, the hard style. >.<

Nothing much since its the usual stuff of University life.... Were there any special happenings? My birthday? Well, was a holiday that day, I think nothing much happened and my family were still in Sarawak that time. Yeaaa..... Dislike celebrating birthdays far from family AKA no birthday candles to blow! T.T

ps: Now I have my Dad, Mum, Bryan, Niqck with me, so I'm going to expect a cake with ___ candles. haha =.=" No matter how old, I'll demand for birthday candles to blow, I just love blowing away the fire on candles.

Worked part time. 1st TIME WORK EXPERIENCE. Really thankful. I learnt that I may not be in agreement with some people but at least I can tolerate. Can't believe how I managed not getting angry, yelling or crying! Managed to just barely suck all the emotions in and just act like everything's okay in the place. It's not all bad, most were pretty good. Kinda missing working there but I know if I ever go back there, it won't be the same. Heck, I might not like a second time working there. Not as much as I like the 1st time anyway. Also, I learnt how hard it was getting up early and going back late. >.< Even though I know a friend who still has time for some night life. Jeeez, I wonder how she coped. But yea, she wasn't energetic the next day though.

Another thing I like in that working place: Braved myself getting on the tall ladder. Not the layman's ladder. The one like those mechanical ladders for putting up banners, a bit like that. But this one can't extend much, or it would be really high. Around 2 meters high. Freaked out 1st time on the ladder. Then, hey, when would I have another time? So yea, got on it, provided nobody teases me by shaking that damn ladder. Which makes me scream anyway. >.<

Didn't get college, meaning I'm leaving off campus. Sad? Not really, had been disliking because of the often forceful participation in the activities. :P I prefer being left alone, minding my own business with my 24/7 allocation. After all, there's still no guarantee, sometimes they say can get but end up not getting. Enough messing me with that crap. Okay, emotional aside.

Ahahhh! Remembered the special activity held at my faculty for the freshies! FBE Treasure Hunt!

My 1st ever product review! Sun Kissed by Sally Hansen !

My Obsession! Ankle boots. Which I haven't updated that I did bought one already. haha

1st participation in a challenge! OSK Investment Challenge! (With a quite okay score, since I played based on guts, didn't understand whatsoever....)

ps: September turned to be really significant suddenly.... realization creeping in~

Month of getting busy!

 But still had time for a product review!

ps: My 2nd product review!! xD

Even did a post about snubbing a someone.... hahaha.... >:D

It's private and confidential! Sorry! hahaha

Oh, did the 30 Things in 30 Days Challenge... I did cheated by scheduling some posts. >.<

Month of tests, finishing assignments... and understanding lectures. haha =.=

MOFEW 2011 <<< Loved the event but went too early and didn't save up any budget for this! Plus there was lots of bargains too! Disappointed in self that time.

BUT... compensated by watching a movie!

3rd product review: Rimmel Extra WOW Lash.

Also, love the sky view on 25 Nov!

Last of the month! Assignments finished, tests done, presentations got burned to crisp. Okay, that last part was merely joking, no one was really burnt into crisp. Though it stung so bad.

1st review about a comic: Resah Hati Tsubaki by YASUKO

A post about a friend in the same dilemma as me... >.< Mr Perfectionista

 1st time campaigning for a Churp Churp... Cik Muda 47kg, bukan 52kg


Summing up, this 2011 was *is? quite eventful. A number of significant posts with '1st' in them. Still have lots to do and achieve in the coming 2012. Hope Doom day is not real. =.="

Well, personally, gonna miss 2011. I might regret some but I won't want to rewind and change what had happened. I believed there's a reason for how things turned out. With that belief, I push myself forward and hope for more opportunities in 2012.

Whereby I'm in the LEGAL age and how I wish I don't have to be forced to do something. =.=' I prefer to be a student 1st and gain knowledge. World issues? If its related and may affect my studies or my life or my well being, maybe I'll keep in touch. If not, move aside, let me study, let me graduate, then come and woe me with your hidden agendas. haha

Oh, eyes closing, thought up my 2012 Resolutions, do hope I achieve them and pride myself then. >.<

So long and a Happy New Year!


Ads- Cik Muda 47kg, bukan 52kg

9:58 AM

Cik Muda buat secara kasual, tak nak yg fakta berlambak-lambak.

Sekarang Kementerian Kesihatan dah buat satu laman web untuk kita, dalam BM semua. Boleh melawat di link ini: Cara Hidup Sihat.

Sangat berinformatif, ada piramid makanan (dari dulu dah ada), resepi sedap tapi sihat (kurang lemak ke, kolestrol ke), rancangan "Talkshow" dan akhir sekali, Hotspot! Nak tempat2 menarik untuk beriadah, tekan link Hotspot ok.

Ini Cik Muda tertarik mula2 buka laman ni.

Tak payah nak besar, biar kecil2 je. haha =.=

Itu yg dah Cik Muda taip masuk. Yg Cik Muda tak puas hati, kira2 itu bagi 52kg! Baru dianggap berat IDEAL.

52 kg?? LIMA PULUH DUA baru Cik Muda kira sihat ke? Mana mau! No way. Cik Muda dah sihat dengan 47 kg ni. huhu. :P

Lagipun 47kg pun masih nampak chubby2..... 

Haha =.='

Ok, Cik Muda pun tengok pula apa scroll box tepi mesin kira2 berat badan ideal ni. Oh, link kepada blog yg buat tentang kesihatan. Ada yg informatif, ada yg bercerita tentang kehidupan sihat dia. 

Baca, jangan tak baca. Mereka bagi info dan nasihat untuk kita jadi sihat. Cik Muda baca sambil angguk kepala tadi tau. xD

Sebelum Cik Muda pergi makan sarapan (Yup, mesti sarapan, nanti tak tahan sampai tengah hari pula), Cik Muda teringat ayat2 ini, tapi dalam BI.

Breakfast like a King, 
Lunch like a Prince, 
Dinner/Supper like a Beggar.

Nak terjemah: Sarapan macam Raja, Makan tengah hari macam Putera, Makan malam macam Pengemis.

Tak rasa kita patut macam itu? 

Akhir sekali, ingat kunjungi link ini: Cara Hidup Sihat.

Ok, Cik Muda nak sarapan macam Permaisuri pula. haha xP

Selamat membaca!


List of things to do-Reminder to self

11:14 PM

First of all, a Merry Christmas to those celebrating!

Then, I'm gonna continue rambling as usual. haha =.="

I'm thinking of doing New Year's Resolution, who knows, I might NEED something to get back onto after all. So right now I'm listing out those Resolution, making it simple though, not some saving the world kind of thing. Done that back when I was 10, I think. And nothing's changed much.

Next on to do list is a post-view of how 2011 has been for me. Got some a tad bit distressing and personal so gonna have to leave the personal things out, as much as I can. Well, since it's study week, I have lots of time, split between hitting the books/notes, drama series, Facebook, or blogging. Or felt projects or crochet.....

Before I speed off into 2012, gotta do Exams first. It's in Jan though, why in Jan of all months. I'm still not used to this new schedule. =.=

After Exams done and over with, will be living quietly, well, hopefully at home. When Feb comes, gonna have my wishes up. No spams on my FB because I block friends post on my wall. Okay, can still tag but needs my approval. Anyway, I think I hide my birth date so not many will wish. hehe Am reclusive bit there. >.<

Ah, maybe I'll put a picture of a present I really want, like really, really, really so much want so badly! xD But for now, it's a secret. Shhhhh

Lecture week begins on 13 Feb. Gonna be having Family Day with course mates of same department. Hoping everything goes well and happy for that coming event.

Anything else? reading that book and getting dizzy with so much description. @.@

So long, wanna finish reading so I can start studying for real. haha

Cik Muda

Cik Muda dan Rancangannya + Bebelan

9:25 PM

Hi, semua, lama juga Cik Muda tak muncul ni. Mesti tak ada yg rindu. Agagaga, apa touching2 ini, lempang baru tahu. xD

Pagi tadi baru habis kuliah terakhir semester 1 2nd year ini. Sekarang dah masuk cuti2 belajar mood. Cik Muda pun tengah tengok2 nota ni, jangan2 ada yg terpadam/terhilang secara tak sengaja masa gembira dah habis minggu kuliah...opppsss.....harap2 tak terjadi for real. Segan lah nak minta dari kawan2 nanti. >.<

Mm.. Cik Muda terima ayat2 indah ni dalam suatu mesej. Pengirim nya tahu-tahu lah kan tapi jangan lah cakap/tulis siapa. Kasihan dia segan nanti. Ini Cik Muda kongsi sini, senang nak tengok balik, yalah, phone memori pun kecil nak simpan mesej kunci banyak2. =.=

Ni ayat2 indah yg Cik Muda terima khas. (Ruginya awak tak tulis atas kertas, memang Cik Muda bagi frame/casing/peti,terlebih hargai pula...huhu...)

'tak kira sekuntum bunga itu harum atau tak, tumbuhnya tetap di tanah. begitu juga bulan, tak kira apa bentuknya, tempatnya tetap di langit, dan begitu juga perhubungan kita tak kira jauh atau dekat, jumpa atau tak, tempatnya tetap di dalam hati..sesungguhnya nilai perhubungan itu lebih bermakna dari segalanya..'

Ok, FULL STOP di sini tentang benda2 jiwang ni. Nanti readers nak tahu/ejek Cik Muda. haha :P

Seperti sedia maklum (chewahh, ayat nak sedap mula..), minggu finals semester 1 adalah TAHUN HADAPAN. Tahu tak sangat BEST kita peperiksaan/ finals mula 3Jan 2012. Budak2 *ehem nak mula sesi persekolahan baru, kita kena periksa. Mahunya kita jadi budak sekolah lagi, tak kira lah sekolah rendah ke, sekolah menengah, janji jangan tetiba peperiksaan dalam Januari. >.<

Tapi, siapa yg nak jadi budak hingusan 7 tahun lagi? Cik Muda tak sanggup. Cukuplah dah dialami pahit manis alam persekolaha dahulu itu. Nak gelak seorang2, nangis seorang2, geram seorang2, semua perasaan ada. Banyak sangat yg dikenang bila ingat balik masa muda mudi. Eh, kenapa macam mula berterabur BM Cik Muda ini? Maaf andai salah, jangan jadikan Cik Muda contoh karangan adik2, kakak2, abang2.....argh, panjang, semua lah, kan senang.

Eh, apa Cik Muda nak tulis sangat ni sebenarnya? Sikit2 masuk tentang Finals, tetiba kata rindu jadi budak hingusan, lepas itu???

Lepas itu, Cik Muda nak tekan Publish dan Sign Out. Cik Muda nak habis baca buku cerita The Merlin Conspiracy. Nak review buku, sayang sangat2 pada buku cerita. yg 120% kali lebih senang baca dari buku/nota kuliah. haha

Seterusnya, Cik Muda nak mula buat projek DIY FELT lagi. Lama sangat dah tinggalkan minat tersebut. Sama dengan crochet. Bukan sibuk tapi sebab malas.... xP

So long!!

Book review

Resah Hati Tsubaki by YASUKO

11:45 PM

First of, this is technically a COMIC review. Or a graphic book review, whichever way you put it. haha. >.<

Bought it on a whim, not recommended by anyone, just happened to saw it on the shelves of a humble bookstore.

Front cover: Appealing, simple, minimal usage of colours, a bit abstract, shows the two main characters, some bubbles of dialogue which gave a little indication of the plot.

Back cover: Short introduction of the plot.

Plot: Divided into two views, the girl's (Tsubaki) and the boy's (Yutaka). Tells of their relationship as a couple. Interesting progress and really thought out well as the dialogues are almost like real life.

Graphic: Not bad, simple layout, not overcrowded in one panel, generously distributed accordingly. Use of bubble dialogues and also thought bubbles are great! xD

Overall opinion: A great read. Usually relationship comics are heavily one-sided. This is indeed a fresh air as both sides are explored. Simple plot with no overly dramatic events. Which really makes the comic easy to digest. And well, the plot's cute. >.<

Rating: 5/5

ps: I do love it so much!! <3

Next book review: The Merlin Conspiracy by Diana Wynne Jones :)

Missing my books~ okay, not those study type books. haha


Get your own life before judging

11:02 PM

Hi, nearly the end of this week and I'm trying to break off that hiatus habit of mine.

So far, this week's great. Honestly not totally great. Still, it's a lot better than last week which got FIRED like hell on Friday. haha =.="

This week's issues are quite a trolling like event. Noted, perhaps I'm not using 'troll' correctly, who minds. >.<

WARNING ahead!!! 
hahaha, might have included some swear words. Not used to it, then EXIT. Not shake your ignorant head. hahaha

No 1 issue for UM students however is the WiFi issue. Like seriously a shitty issue actually. =.=" I know you're upset because you paid the fees for it but a DEMO this FRIDAY??? *facepalm

ps: Better go study. Already got all notes right?

Okay, I won't say no more on that issue. I'm currently not living in a hostel in UM and do not have any intention of being blackmailed by anybody. Peace out on that!

Then I went blog walking on my Fav blogs, which some had just been updated. The few of those that I read recently: Xiaxue, Cheeserland, cikepal.....

What a relief from study life! haha

Amusing post by Xiaxue as usual, loves when she 'speaks' her mind and knows how to fire back at those who attack her. Granted, some of her posts are not nice but I can always stop reading. Ignorant people only who just judge her from one post or her appearance. Gotta say lots of thanks to Deeya for giving the 1st link that brought me to Xiaxue!

ps: Warning, link of 1st post is super heavy because lots of pictures. I warned you! But it's super sweet so go find out what the link is about...... xD

Actually, what I don't understand is why some people just have to condemn others. If you're not in their shoes or brain whatever, why bother trying to tell them how to live their life? Beats the point, you know.

Especially hate when people condemn others for using not-so-perfect spelling. Ignorant lot. Just because they used not-so-perfect sentences, you go dizzy? Aren't you the clever lot? Then use your brain and make sense of what they type. Unless you can't see or process words properly. Yes, it bothers you or you're just plain lazy. Then stop reading and do something else. Nobody is holding a gun to your head telling you to read to the end. haha

Well, whatever. If you want to know what's heating up in her blog, go over. Trust me, read the post and hit the comments section. Had me laughing, love her supporters, and hate her ignorant haters. What's wrong with hair colouring, plastic surgery, not being able to keep a pet (a dog)?

ps: Her pet bunny now is super adorable WTF. hahaha

It's her life. Get it, HER LIFE. Damn, they're acting like GOD. =.="

End note: Get a life.

Wait, rephrase.



So long, gents and ma'ams.

ps: Gents= gentleman, ma'ams= madams.... for the literally short sighted. Dang, I'm evil!haha


Off Stage me

12:28 AM

After last Friday's presentation, here's what truly happen, OFF STAGE.

Thank goodness I'm walking alone. So had lots of time to think all the way to the bus stop before getting a taxi.

Was really sniffy and sobs. haha


Initially was so upset and felt like doom days. Yeah, I exaggerate.

After that, was feeling much better thanks to my 1st year buddy. hehe

Went home like nothing happen.

Okay, that's a downright lie.

Still feeling upset but what the hell.

I'm still living this life.

Enough with the end of the world tendencies.

I have a goal which no one is gonna take away from me and which only a few people around me know what it is.

New Year resolutions? Never one to stick to it, so good riddance!

What I'm promising myself, be positive to yourself.

Heck, life's a lot easier when you're dramatic after all.

=.= What am I blabbering about!!!!!

So long!


Things to do..perhaps

11:25 AM

Mummy, Bryan and Niqck came last Friday and the house is not as quiet as it once was with only me and Daddy. But Umi and Aba are not around. Especially, Umi, my gossip partner. :'(

Well, emo aside, last week was great, not too great because was not feeling well on Saturday's seminar. Was feeling sniffly and uncomfortable.

About the seminar, can I be honest here? Haha, as if. What if 'they' read this and do not like. I might end up with 'F' for whatever reasons they like. boohoo. haha.

>.< Haven't done my take home test YET. Planning to do it tonight, last minute writing is always great to do. More creative juices flowing out. Although I might end up going out of topic. =.='

Assignments progress? Only one last one to pass in, which is still in editing stage. Then presentation to do. Wondering here. Is it really necessarry to wear 'theme' clothes? Formal yes, but to be 'theme', it's bothersome. Point in check, 'theme' does make it look more organized. Then will you sponsor us those 'theme' clothes? We are not truckloads of money. shit.

Another wandering thought.... Should I work for the short mid sem break? Nothing much. Or maybe learn to cook with Mummy?

Checklist I need to do during study week, since it's during last week of December too.

1. study, of course, revision!
2. tidy room, more condusive to study. haha
3. blog about 2011 resolutions and 2012 ressolutions, wait, is it really going to be 2012
4. save money, spend less. hahah >.<
5. go jog, need exercise!

Okay, done.

So long!

University life

Mr Perfectionista!

10:51 PM

Hey ho! Quite a long hiatus I've had! haha... Look up on what 'hiatus' means. And Cipp... buzz off! hahaha, this is a warning to that insolent Cipp! hahahahaha (just joking, we're 'friendly' foes. He couldn't agree more to that reference...) xD

Well, been a week, a hell of a busy week. Not that I'm gonna complain much because it had its ups and downs. Better still, lessons are learnt, either through direct or indirect!

Of course, No. 1 on My List of lessons for this week is to be a tad stricter critic on oneself. Except if you've been that way, then it's wise to loosen up a LITTLE.

You know when you've done something and then reread it like a hundred times. Your mind slows down after the 1st, 2nd readings because we intended it to. Well, TRY YOUR UTMOST BEST to stop that. Minimize the errors that you would had noticed if you had been vigilant enough!

I made that horrible mistake!!! I was already BORED reading through, my eyes jammed up, okay, honestly, I was being soft on myself. Should critic myself more. :'(

Haish! So I fooled my eyes. Blinded them enough to not notice mistakes. That's dangerous. Like when you take something for granted, you just don't seem like to want to care for it much anymore. Oh, geez, now I'm sentimental! >.<

Was like this, talked to one of my friends. And well, he was upset because he didn't check 'something' by himself. He's very, very perfectionist! hahahaha intended vagueness so no one can pinpoint who! Don't worry, not you or you or whoever. Maybe myself even... eh, ok, maybe! >.<

So yeah, he's upset. Who wouldn't be but... mmmm...... Still, tomorrow comes right? He could still rectify the mistake. Even I could correct my mistake. So...yea... chill and think of how to get over it. We still have tomorrow....

ps: unless your end is tomorrow, then...I don't know....write a will now? hahaha

=.=' Was upset with myself too before I heard his story. Well, same old boat perhaps. All the best, Comrade! Or should I call you, Perfectionista? hahaha

ps: I know, LAMEness.............

>.< So long until who knows!

Also, I don't know what word that is. A bit like Fashionista perhaps. hehe xD

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